What have I done?
A few days ago, I did something I probably shouldn't have. Quietly, secretively, while I was all alone in the house and no one was watching.
I registered for the Chicago Marathon.
I honestly don't know why. Because it's there?
I got an email that registration was about to close, I thought about it for a few hours, and I got pressured by the thrill of knowing I soon wouldn't be able to register. I registered; literally 4 minutes later the race closed.
What have I done?
MY QUEST TO QUALIFY NOT JUST FOR THE OLYMPIC TRIALS BUT FOR THE 2016 OLYMPICS IN THE MARATHON (to do this I will need to halve my marathon time)
On I went, out of the wood, passing the man leading without knowing I was going to do so. Flip-flap, flip-flap, jog-trot, jog-trot, curnchslap-crunchslap, across the middle of a broad field again, rhythmically running in my greyhound effortless fashion, knowing I had won the race though it wasn't half over, won it if I wanted it, could go on for ten or fifteen or twenty miles if I had to and drop dead at the finish of it, which would be the same, in the end, as living an honest life like the governor wanted me to. -Alan Sillitoe, "Loneliness of the Long Distance Runner"
Ha! I do that too. I think it is the sense of accomplishment or the thrill of knowing that you are going to go in another race. Good luck with it. I am sure that you are going to do great!!
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